
The Martian General's Daughter
Theodore Judson
The day will come when holy Troy shall
fall
And Priam, lord of spears, and Priam’s
folk.
The Iliad, book VI, line 448
Chapter One
When the word of Pretext’s fall came to
Peter Black’s camp the general was seated beneath a conveyer belt on
the Twelfth Level, watching a sales presentation made by the scrap
men of Antioch Station. Many hundreds of workmen in small electric
carts were parading past General Black and his staff officers while
they displayed samples of the supposedly uninfected metal they were
hoping to sell to the army. The traders had brought acrobats dressed
in light armor made of silvery scales, and those agile young men
jumped from cart to racing cart to impress the hopefully gullible
soldiers. They looked like silver birds hopping across the backs of
the ever-moving vehicles. “Bloch, Bloch, Pater Bloch!” the riders
shouted each time they passed the general’s retinue, for that is how
these men of largely Middle Eastern descent mispronounced his famous
surname. The red dust the machines were raising was becoming very
thick around the conveyer belt; some of the officers—including
Brigadier Harriman, the second-in-command—were choking on the
rolling clouds and were frantically waving their hands in front of
their faces to make patches of breathable air. One of these
officers, a young Spaniard named Arango, remarked to me how well the
general endured the dust; the others were making a great show of
their suffering while the old veteran remained seated, his eyes held
straight ahead and his body rigid. “He is an example to us all,”
said the young man. Not until the messengers came with the letter
from Garden City did he realize that the general had gone to sleep.
“Thank you, my darling. I will treasure it
always,” said my father when Brigadier Harriman touched him on the
shoulder and awakened him.
Father blinked at the startled man when he
understood he was not addressing his wife. He motioned me to come to
him and kneel at his side.
“Your mother is at home, isn’t she?” he
asked in my ear.
“Your wife is indeed in Garden City, sir, if
that is the one you speak of,” I said.
I did not think it a fit time to explain to
him once again what he should know better than any man: he was my
father, but the woman on Earth was not my mother.
“Of course,” he said, and tapped himself on
the leg. “What are we doing here?”
“Looking to buy scrap metal,” I whispered in
his ear.
“Do we need scrap?” he asked.
“Yes, but not this,” I said. “These are
mostly infected parts the traders could not sell elsewhere. They are
keeping them moving so we can’t examine the damage they’ve covered
with red enamel. The entire lot is of suspect quality.”
“Arabs,” huffed Father. “We have beaten
them.”
“Many times, sir,” I said. “Presently,
however, they are our friends.”
“Clever fellows, though,” he said. “I like
how they jump about. If you can’t fight worth a damn, you should be
able to do tricks. Could we lie down now? It’s very unpleasant
here.”
Brigadier Harriman pointed out the
messengers to him.
“Governor General, they have a letter from
Mr. Golden,” said the second-in-command, and handed my father a
stack of sealed papers.
“Mr. Golden?” said Father, and he had to
ponder the name for several moments ere he remembered Mr. Golden was
the father of his sons’ wives. “A slippery chap,” said General
Black, as he recalled. “Very rich. I wouldn’t buy scrap from him,
either. He talks too much. Bit of a windbag.”
The general fell silent again. I could tell
he was further considering Mr. Golden. The soldiers standing around
him were awaiting his orders and beginning to glance at each other
from the corners of their eyes.
“Sir,” said Harriman, after he had awaited a
word from his commander for a respectful minute, “the tradesmen from
Antioch Station . . .”
“Send them away,” said Father, emerging from
his reverie. “They are too noisy for my liking. Send old Golden
away, too. Tell him to call on me later. I don’t care if we are
related by marriage. I need to lie down.”
“General,” said Harriman, and cleared his
throat, “the gentleman is not present. His messengers have brought
you the letter you are holding.”
“Yes, yes indeed,” said Father, and was
surprised to see he was holding a bundle of papers in his lap. “Well
done,” he added to Harriman and the other officers. “Exemplary
service. You are dismissed. Not from the army—from my presence, I
mean. Go about your duties. Go about your regular duties. I don’t
need your help,” he said to me as he leaned forward to stand.
He got almost into a crouching position
before he decided he was not going to get completely upright. He
grunted mightily when he reached the acme of his progress, as if the
sound in his throat would give him the momentum he needed to get to
his feet. The sound did not help. Brigadier Harriman and I had to
step forward and lift him up, which we were accustomed to doing
nearly every time he stood.
“There we go. No need for help. Here we go.
Once the old mule takes the first step, he can go all the way home,
no matter how long the trip. Here we go,” said Father.
I took his arm and led him from the conveyer
belt toward the wide dome housing the military station. The officers
saluted Father’s retreating backside, and the general waved to them
over his shoulder. He could not have used less ceremony if he were
taking leave of a group of children. I noted that the messengers
from Garden City were carrying other missives that they distributed
to the divisional commanders and to several of the common soldiers
as soon as we were a hundred paces from them.
“Good chaps, good chaps,” my father said to
the scores of troopers who stopped to salute him as we passed them.
(I expect that as soon as we were beyond earshot many of the men
commented on how the governor of Mars’s mining stations needed a
woman to help him walk.)
Movement always did Father good. As we
walked farther, his legs became steadier and his mind clearer. On
the last half of the walk home, he was able to let go of me and
progress under his own power.
“Old age happens all at once, Justa,” he
told me. “One day I was as strong as a bull, and the next I needed
an hour to wake up and longer than that to go to sleep.”
The servants at our quarters scurried about
like so many geese when they beheld us approaching. Mica, the
Siberian butler my father had collected on a campaign in the Far
East, came running to us, bowing as he went, and smiling so broadly
the corners of his mouth nearly touched his ears.
“The governor general has purchased many
tons of fine steel, yes?” he said. “The Arab traders have wonderful
scrap. I told you so.”
“We bought scrap, no,” I told him. “Your
friends tried to sell us defective metal that has the nano-infestation
on it.”
“Not my friends!” protested Mica. “Arabs are
liars and thieves! They are the enemies of mankind! Never have I
been a friend to Arabs! God bless the noble soldiers of the Pan-Polarian
Empire for defending civilization from those evil people!”
He was indignant I should remember he was
the one who had approached the general on behalf of the traders. As
a member of the religious sect known as the Pristine Ones, a group
that was not supposed to consort with criminals, Mica resented
anyone who disparaged his moral character. He put a smile over his
anger and pulled the door open to let us enter. My father instantly
cast off his armored jacket and his long plastic topcoat, and laid
himself upon his field cot. While Mica undid the old man’s laced
boots, Father gave forth a deep, appreciative sigh.
“Read me the letter, Justa,” he ordered me.
“What could Golden want to plague us with now? It’s something to do
with money, I’ll wager.”
Those who have spoken ill of my father—or
were more afraid of his enemies than they were true to him—have said
the governor general of Mars Station was an uneducated man, and that
was why he had others read aloud to him. In truth he was born to a
wealthy military father who saw to it that Father was proficient in
both English and Syntalk while he was still a boy living at home.
Father’s problem when he grew to be an old man was not lack of
education; it was his failing eyesight. The same blazing tunnel
lights and eastern sky that had burned Father’s face and neck as
dark as his name had baked his eyes until everything beyond the end
of his nose was a little blurry to him. In the declining years of
his life he could no more have read handwritten script than he could
have won a footrace. Unless he heard my voice, he was unable to
identify his daughter when I was standing at a distance.
I tore open the seal on Mr. Golden’s letter
and began to read:
“‘My warmest salutations to my lord Peter
Justice Black—’”
“‘Lord’?! What is this ‘Lord’ business?”
asked my father. “The rascal definitely wants more than I can give
him!”
I read: “‘—the hero the Pan-Polarian people
have chosen to be—I cannot stop myself from writing it—emperor!’”
“What is the fool saying?” asked Father.
Mr. Golden’s declaration caused Father to
prop himself onto the edge of the cot.
I continued: “‘Do not, for humility’s sake,
forbid me to call you by that title, and order not the scholar
reading this to you to tear apart these lines written by the most
insignificant of your supporters. I beg your indulgence: I well know
no one would dare to demand it of you. Please trust me when I aver
it is my love for your noble person and my faith in the salvation
you shall bring to the Empire which makes me, compels me, yea,
threatens me with tortures worse than death lest I call you by that
title. “The Emperor Peter Justice Black,” I say aloud to myself
again and again, so intoxicated am I by that sweet phrase that my
family and friends and those I meet upon the streets think I am mad.
The Emperor Peter Justice Black. It surpasses all other pleasures to
write it and then to contemplate the words that are enthroned upon
the paper.
“‘I have been told by certain friends that
you know what happened in the Field of Diversions upon John
Chrysalis’s failure to pay the Guardsmen of Garden City the gold he
had promised them.’”
“I know nothing of this!” exclaimed Father.
“Herman Pretext is emperor! Who is this John Chrysalis?”
“Lord Chrysalis, sir,” I explained. “He was
a senator. Apparently, he is now emperor. Lord Pretext seems to be
gone.”
“They just killed an emperor!” said my
father. “How long has it been since we were in Garden City when they
killed Luke Anthony?”
“We were there only three months ago, sir,”
I said.
I read farther in Mr. Golden’s letter: “‘As
you know, the people gathered there, inside the Field of Diversions,
and they were furious with John Chrysalis, whom they rightfully
considered unworthy of the title Emperor. I was present and can
truthfully say that for the first hours of that daylong gathering
the air thundered with insults aimed at the impudent slug who would
rule the world. Here, a group shouted lewd jokes concerning
Chrysalis’s unmanly passions—the which I shall not repeat here for
fear I offend a man whose self-restraint in sensual matters is so
widely known. There, Chrysalis’s dupes came forth bearing meager
sacks of gold coins and tried to buy the public’s goodwill. They
were driven from the stadium with stones clattering at their heels.
Here again, good citizens railed against Chrysalis’s brazen
assumption of the throne so soon after Lord Pretext’s death, and
they argued that the usurper had a hand in that kindly ruler’s
murder. Then, from somewhere in the crowd arose a rhythmic chant we
at first thought was the sound of soldiers’ boots on the street
outside. We fell silent and listened. We heard clearly then it was
some good men chanting: “Black, Black, Peter Black!” Others followed
their brave example. Then more and more shouted your name, the
glorious chant rising and yet rising farther in power like the wind
rising from the southern deserts, until “Peter Black” was upon the
lips of every man in Garden City, save upon the girlish lips set in
the midst of John Chrysalis’s flaccid, yellow face. Next someone—if
I recall correctly, it was myself—went to the speaker’s platform and
gave, in the best words he could summon, a speech invoking Peter
Black as the guardian of the Empire and the true heir to the sacred
office of emperor. The speaker asked, most respectfully, that
General Black not forget his people in these desperate times. This
speech, as poor as it was, was greeted with tumultuous applause and
shouts of approval. Other far more elegant men of senatorial rank
came forward to make similar, but more eloquent, orations in your
favor, and each speech was followed by a round of riotous cheering.
“‘I have been told by friends that certain
conspirators who love not you, me, or the Empire have whispered to
you that those faceless men who began the chant for Peter Black were
bribed by this your loyal servant to act as they did. Consider, my
friend, that these same liars have before claimed that I have
secretly pledged my support to Abdul Selin!’”
“Another name,” said Father. “At least I
know that one. Selin is governor in North America.”
“It seems some want him to be emperor now,”
I said.
“Everyone, it seems, will be emperor sooner
or later,” said Father.
I read on: “‘The scoundrels should get their
lies to agree. If I were supporting Selin in his ill-conceived
assault on the sacred throne the gods—if they exist and have a
number that can be counted—have set above the reach of all ordinary
men, would I be bribing riffraff to boom your cause in the Field of
Diversions?’”
“I don’t get that,” said Father. “The man
cannot write a straight sentence. Crooked words, crooked thoughts I
always say. What do you suppose he means by that business about the
throne?”
“He means the emperor’s throne,” I said.
“Since when is that sacred?” asked Father.
“Some dead emperors are sacred, or so their sects and the Senate
have declared them, but the place where they sit? We’re worshiping
chairs now?”
“He is being poetic, sir.”
“Poets,” sniffed Father. “A bunch of lisping
little fairies. They can’t write a straight sentence, not a one of
them. You ask me, they’re ninety percent of what’s wrong with the
world; them and all their songs. Well, them and this thing that
infects the metal—together they’re ninety percent of the problem. At
any rate, they are a bad bunch for anybody to use as a model.”
“‘Were I the African Selin’s lackey,’” I
read, “‘which no true Pan-Polarian could be, would I be the first to
expose myself upon the speaker’s platform, despite the threats these
many conspirators have sent my way? Would I have married my
daughters to your sons, knowing the danger to their lives should our
designs fail, if I were the Turk’s confidant?’”
“Turk?” said Father. “Who is the Turk? Selin?”
“Yes,” I said, “Mr. Golden is referring to
Selin. Selin is of Turkish ancestry and African birth. His hometown
is Tunis. To Mr. Golden, Turks and Africans seem to be all the
same.”
“Turks, Libyans, Syrians, Iranians,
Arabs—they’re all wogs,” said Father, and lay back down so Mica
could rub his weary legs. “The sun burnt me black. Old Selin was
born as brown as a loaf of bread.”
“As was I, sir,” I said.
He did not mean to be as cruel as he
sometimes was. He actually forgot that my mother was a Syrian. At
times he succeeded in forgetting I was also a bastard.
I forged ahead in the turgid letter. “‘Would
I have solicited money for your cause from the capital’s best
families—which monies I shall be sending to you when the time is
more opportune—if I were not devoted entirely to you? Would I risk
this correspondence with the great General Black if I were not
completely his? No, says this honest man. Put me to the test: give
me whatever dangerous mission your elite troopers shun; let me die
for my friend, my lord, my emperor, my special deity! I am a slave
in perpetuity to you; not a common slave who may one day buy his
freedom, but one who will remain your property until your death—may
God forestall that evil day when you are taken from us! Tell me to
cut off my right hand as a sign of my obedience and the messenger
who brings you my next letter will bring my severed hand with him.
Order me to kill my dear brother, and the same messenger will bring
his head to you, for that is the sort of upright man I am.’”
“The man is an ass,” commented Father. “Skip
ahead to the pertinent parts, if there are any.”
“Let’s see,” I said. “There are another five
paragraphs of self-abuse. He says he would kill his mother for you,
were that lady not already dead. He says General Black will not
abandon Garden City to ‘the ambling wolf and the hungry raven.’
That’s rather good, for him, I mean. I wonder where he lifted that
phrase from.”
“He goes on and on and on,” said Father.
“Just tell me what he wants.”
“He rambles on,” I said, scanning through
the long letter. “There are some anecdotes here about effeminate men
insulting you and the Lady of Flowers. He put those in here to anger
you. Oh, this is good; he says some ex-slaves who are currently
pimps are calling you a coward because you haven’t declared yourself
emperor. Here’s the nub: ‘If you allow Selin to take the throne
uncontested, you will lose more than an opportunity; you will lose
your life. We are all slaves in this world, my lord Black, everyone
except the emperor. Chrysalis is a weakling and may be allowed to
live, but Selin will never allow a slave as powerful as you to serve
him.’ Then there are some more words of praise for you, and that’s
the end of it.”
“That is everything?” asked Father from his
cot.
“May I say, master,” said Mica, “that the
gentleman is a most interesting writer?”
“The gentleman would agree with you,” said
Father. Of me he asked, “Is Lord Pretext really dead?”
“So Mr. Golden says,” I replied. “And John
Chrysalis seems to be the new emperor. We will have to make
inquiries.”
“Explain again how that mongrel Selin is
mixed up in this,” said Father.
“He himself, or someone in Garden City,
wants Selin to be emperor after this Chrysalis is dead,” I said.
“Selin, according to the letter, is marching on the capital as we
speak. He would have the largest army.”
“And Golden wants me to become emperor
instead of Selin?” said Father. “I was a sergeant first grade, Justa.
Served in the ranks for most of my life. Now this rich fool wants me
to stand for emperor? Me? The man is insane. We never should have
formed a connection with him.”
“I expect, sir,” I said, “that Mr. Golden
has sent a similar letter to every provincial general, offering each
of them aid and money. Selin himself probably has a letter from
him.”
Father got up from his cot. The governor of
Mars Station looked an old man on his skinny, blue-veined legs as he
paced the floor wearing only his tunic and his underclothes. He
stopped and peered out the window for a long time, though I doubted
he could see anything outside in the darkened tunnels very clearly.
He was not frightened. Father had been through too much to fear
anything any longer. Not even the prospect of his own death
frightened him anymore. He was upset because he still cared for his
distant family in Garden City and for the Empire, although both his
family and the Empire had taken much from him and had never given
him much in return.
“There is one true thing in this letter that
windbag has sent us,” he said. “Should Selin become emperor, if he
marches on Garden City and kills this pretender Chrysalis, then the
days of my life are numbered. Selin will suffer no other army
commanders. He’ll purge the generals and the provincial governors
and install members of that dreadful family of his in most of the
dead men’s places. He won’t kill just me. He’ll take my wife, my
sons, all my relatives. Selin will do the same to anyone unwilling
to carry water for him. I may not know these politicians in Garden
City, those senators who want to be rulers of the world and the
whispering rich men, but I do know the generals, and Selin is the
worst of the lot.”
“We don’t know anything definitely, sir,” I
said. “You need not worry yourself over something Mr. Golden has
written. You know what a liar he is. Lie down and let Mica massage
your legs some more. We will know the full story in a few days.
There will be merchants in the marketplace who will tell us. Big
news like this always travels with the tradesmen now that broadcast
communications are compromised.”
He did as I bade him, and Mica’s soothing
hands soon had Father asleep and snoring loudly. When the lights in
the great dome over the military camp were being dimmed, he awoke
and had a simple dinner of cold polenta cakes and dehydrated
vegetables. Father had gone to sleep another time when we in the
household heard the soldiers outside chanting his name. Mr. Golden’s
messengers had spread their other letters throughout the entire
camp, and now everyone knew of the events in Garden City. Thousands
of people—Pan-Polarian troops, merchants from the tunnel
communities, camp followers from outside the walls of the military
post, and some of the now drunken scrap traders—were marching around
our little house, proclaiming in a dozen different languages that
General Peter Black was the new lord of the Pan-Polarian Empire.
Father was completely befuddled. He stood at the window and shouted
at the disorderly crowd to be quiet. To every officer he saw
tramping past he barked an order to the effect that the men should
be gotten back inside their barracks. “Make them stop!” he told his
commanders. “I’m not of royal blood! I’m not even one of the Anthony
family! I’m a common soldier!” The officers were busy till long
after dark getting the soldiers to return to their quarters. After
that had been accomplished we could still hear the civilians
shouting “Black, Black, Peter Black!” outside the limits of the
camp.
“All I wanted to do today was buy some
uninfected scrap,” said my father as he lay back down and put an arm
over his forehead.
“Now I have a camp full of idiots eager to
have me declare myself emperor! We have to have a better plan
tomorrow, Justa.”
Chapter Two
Fifteen years before the letter from Mr.
Golden came to us on Mars, we had first met the last of the Anthonys
at Progress, a dreary military outpost on the Amur built of gray
stone the near constant snow and wind of that forested region had
striped with lines of white patina. Father was by then already a
decidedly middle-aged man, vigorous and self-confident, yet as
weathered from his years of military service as the stones of
Progress’s houses and fortifications were from the snow. My father
may have never been a great strategist when at the head of an entire
army, but while in the ranks, while serving at the head of a company
or in command of a division, he had no equal. Tactics he left to
Fate; Father knew the power of discipline and courage, and on those
two pillars he had built his long career. He reasoned he had always
been strong enough and brave enough to get the job done, and if he
were brave and strong in the future, that would suffice to meet all
challenges. His heroism in the East during the Fourth Mesopotamian
War, when he led a detachment of foreign auxiliaries to glory in the
siege of New Babylon, was a story known throughout the Empire, even
unto the emperor. We were at that time ruled by Mathias Anthony,
whom we remember as Mathias the Glistening, the philosopher-king
presiding over that portion of the world between the Isthmus of
Panama and the Gobi Desert. Mathias brought Father to the Amur while
the gathering army there was preparing to strike across the river at
the Manchurian rebels stirring on the southern shore. The emperor
had placed under Father’s command an entire division, the famous
Twentieth, which Mathias had transferred from Britain for the sake
of this one campaign. Father was so proud of his new assignment he
ordered the Twentieth’s wild boar insignia sewn into his personal
clothing and onto the sleeves of his military tunics. In our
household the image of the wild boar was stamped onto our dishes,
stitched into our blankets, made the default image on our family’s
hologram projector, and was carved into the upright posts of our
beds and furniture so that while Father was relaxing at home among
his few humble pieces of property he would be continuously reminded
of how high he had risen in the world.
In those brave days Father had not yet faced
anything he could not defeat with his strong right arm and ten
thousand troopers armed with energy weapons. He certainly never
needed any assistance when he strode from place to place and from
triumph to triumph. Like all men, he was ambitious. Never was he
overreaching. I doubt that at the time Father thought there was any
higher place to which a man of his background could rise.
Mathias’s son, Luke Spacious Anthony, was
with us on the Amur. His father had the year before named him
coemperor, albeit the boy was a month from his seventeenth birthday
and unready for the responsibilities of his office. Real
administrative power remained in Mathias’s hands. The whole
world—and especially the soldiers amassing at Progress, who would
witness young Luke Anthony’s first public duty—was eager to know
more about this boy destined to rule alone after his father’s death.
The general expectation was that the son would be a younger and more
vigorous version of Mathias the Glistening, the wise and generous
ruler who had kept the domestic peace and protected the Empire from
foreign invasions as ably as any leader of Pan-Polaria ever had. “A
lion does not sire a jackal,” was my father’s estimation of the boy
before he met him. (My father was fond of animal metaphors
throughout his life, and often shared them with those in his home,
sometimes sharing them many times over.) What Father and the world
would get in young Luke Anthony would be, as I will tell, something
far worse than a jackal.
I was a precocious twelve-year-old when we
came to cold Progress in the seventeenth year of Mathias’s reign. My
life up to then had been a series of stays at Father’s various
postings in the Middle East and in the Asteroid Belt. During my
entire existence I had dwelt in the rectangular encampments the Pan-Polaric
Army builds everywhere it goes, and I had seen soldiers marching
outside our front door ever since I was old enough to be aware of my
existence. My father never knew how to explain that existence of
mine to other men: to his superiors he said the dark-skinned girl
always about his quarters was the child of one of his servants, but
to his brother officers of his own rank he admitted I was his
illegitimate daughter, one born to a mistress long since dead.
Father in those times was not a religious man. (I mean he did not
participate in any of the prescribed religions or in any of the
mystery cults that had emerged throughout the Empire during the
previous century.) Outwardly he was a gruff, downright stern figure
in the polished body armor he could never wear too often or shine
too diligently. Within his heart he felt more guilt than he dared
confess on account of the child living in his home. Father assigned
failings to other men, not to himself. He knew the other soldiers,
even some of the other officers, had unofficial wives living in the
makeshift villages outside the military encampments. Father did not
consider himself to be the same as other men. I was a memento of the
instance he had slipped as badly as others did every day and as he
had disciplined himself never to do.
Father kept a Canadian amanuensis named
Clemens to read and write the orders of the day for him before I
would perform those duties; this same man had taught me the two
great languages of the Empire, and I had devoured every book in the
English and Syntalk tongues I could lay my hands upon, which were
really only those Clemens could borrow from other learned men and
women who happened to be in the vicinity. As is true of most people
exposed to a little learning, I was inordinately proud of myself. I
did not come near my father without repeating something from Homer
or Herman Bing, and I must have been a terrible irritant to him
whenever he came home to eat or sleep. My father’s plan was to keep
me until I came of age, then marry me to a man suitable to my lowly
station—meaning my future husband would at best be a worker or a
common soldier, and my learning did not make me a better match for
any man I was likely to wed. Father often reminded me of that fact
when I showed off my abilities in algebra or my knowledge of world
history. While his sense of honor compelled him to provide for me,
his sense of propriety obligated him not to tell his legitimate wife
in Garden City or my two half brothers that I existed; this family
he seldom visited had risen in the social strata of the capital as
Father rose in military rank. The three of them could barely
tolerate the tough old campaigner when Father managed to travel to
that great city, and they most definitely could not have endured the
presence of his Syrian bastard. I therefore grew up as an only
child, one surrounded by the vivid, noisy atmosphere of the Pan-Polarian
Army. I idolized and feared my tall, muscular father, who appeared
more muscular than he in fact was when he wore his body armor, but I
lived within my treasured books and in the dreamland they inspired
in my thoughts.
My father had met Emperor Mathias a year
earlier, when the great man made a tour of the Middle Eastern
provinces. Mathias the Glistening used a network of informers
recruited from among the army’s quartermaster corps and from the
petty court officials, tax farmers, and provincial policemen to keep
track of the important men within the Empire. Thus Mathias already
knew everything about Father, including everything about me, long
before he encountered Father face-to-face. Mathias would have known
that two men could not have been as different as he and his General
Peter Black; still he granted my father the rare honor of a private
interview during his stay in Alexandria. What the emperor, one of
the great thinkers of the age, and my father, famous among his
soldiers for his monosyllabic speeches, could have found to discuss
baffles me yet today. It baffled me more that the emperor formed a
favorable opinion of my father during their brief meeting. But then
Mathias’s judgment of others was a mysterious facet of the great
man. He was consistently more compassionate than discerning when he
evaluated others. It satisfied Mathias that my father, like himself,
was a veteran of a hundred pitched fights and had never flinched
from his duty. Mathias appreciated the horrors Father had endured
for the Empire’s sake as only another soldier would. At Alexandria,
on the southern rim of the Empire, Mathias had promised Father the
Twentieth Division and bade him come to Progress the following
spring.
Our new home in icy Siberia was a stone
hovel within sight of the emperor’s great hall, a massive building
that stood at the very center of the military station and atop which
were erected the encampment’s primary communication towers. The four
of us—Father, myself, Father’s Greek servant Medus, and Medus’s
wife, Helen, who had been my nurse when I was an infant—were
miserable in that cold, smoky, very crowded little house set in that
wet, freezing land that may be a fit home for bears and savage men
but offers only frozen ground and vast distances to civilized
people. The elder Ming and the natural historian Rodriguez tell us
Siberia is so very cold due to its gigantic size and to its low
basins in which inversion takes place and traps the cold air close
to the ground during the winter and keeps the sun from breaking
through during the brief summer; these learned men say that if we
laid an electronic grid underneath portions of that forbidding land
and powered the grid with nuclear generators, we could make the
heated portions as warm and as fertile as California. If there is a
sliver of truth in what they write, my two years in Progress
convinced me that the first duty of an emperor—should large-scale
electronic projects ever again become possible—would be to do
whatever can be done to heat that chilly corner of Pan-Polaria.
While we were there we had to keep the primitive wood-burning
fireplace burning day and night, as did the other souls trapped
within the four straight walls of the encampment, and thus there was
always a gray cloud around our houses to match the gray clouds high
above us. When we did see the sun, it appeared to us a weak, silver
circle that was as feeble as the light reflected in a blind man’s
eyes. Never did it give off enough heat; it merely illuminated the
misty air during the daytime and let us behold what an ugly bog we
had as a home.
My old nurse Helen had long been a believing
woman. She believed in the Lady of Flowers, in the Christian Jesus,
in the Muslim Allah, in the Great Mother, in Minit the god of human
sacrificers, and in anything anyone ever imagined could have a power
over us, including those things that move in the night and do not
have a proper name. Helen knew the secret practices that lie outside
religion altogether. Whenever my father was gone from the house and
could not object to her nonsense, she would sit before the fire and
read the future in the ashes the flames left behind, a trick she
claimed to have learned in California, the home of Pan-Polarian
spiritualism.
“The Pan-Polarian Army will defeat the
Chinese,” she told me one afternoon when she had scooped up a
handful of black cinders and tossed them into the air.
“Will this be the last time we attack them?”
I asked her.
She stirred the ashes with a stick while she
considered my question. My love for Helen prevented me from telling
her I did not have any faith in her divining skills or in any of the
other superstitious notions she had.
“Yes, this will be the last time,” she said.
Events would prove her prediction wrong a
dozen times in the next forty years, but I never upbraided her with
facts.
“One more thing,” she said. “This is an
unlucky place.”
“I would think so,” I said. “Look outside.
Progress is too wet for people, too cold for the fish in the river.
It is an unlucky place for everyone but the geese; they get to fly
away anytime they want.”
She told me to hush.
“Show some respect for the mysteries of the
gods, child,” she told me. “Look at how they have made the world
colder,” she added, which was a warning millions of elders had given
children ever since—for apparently natural reasons—the Earth had
become a couple degrees colder during the twenty-second century.
“Look, Justa,” she exclaimed, and spat into the ash pile. “The signs
say you, child, are in grave danger here! You should never go
outside the door without my permission, and never, never should you
go spying around the emperor’s residence!”
Wherever we lived, the gods of the ash heap
told Helen I should not go outside. Her gods were a very anxious lot
when I was a little girl. Like Helen, they feared the thousands of
armed men drilling in the open spaces outside our door, and they
wanted me to stay indoors and under Helen’s supervision where I
might learn the arts of sewing and cooking every young woman needs
to know now that we no longer have the domestic conveniences our
ancestors did. The gods’ warnings, I regret to say, never worked on
me. I would sneak out of the house regardless of the dangers they
foresaw and would go places I should not have, regardless of how
much they and Helen fussed. In dreary Progress, the one place the
gods and Helen warned I definitely should not go was the emperor’s
hall, which was, of course, the one place in the entire station I
wanted to give a closer inspection. Hundreds of tall, clanking
soldiers came and went through that building’s chromium steel doors
every day, as did emissaries from the Senate in Garden City and
local officials from Vladivostok, the provincial capital. I stood at
the doorway of our little hut and imagined as I gazed at the gray
exterior of the emperor’s quarters that the interior of that
four-story building must be lined with crystal and metal machines
and that inside its central hallway were elegant men in pristine
white suits bearing the purple stripe of nobility, and those elegant
men would be holding video conferences with other important men back
in Garden City as they discussed the affairs of the world with the
studied honesty of the philosophers in the books I read. I would be
utterly disappointed when I in time found the inside of the hall was
as drab as its outside shell and that the men therein were mostly
soldiers who looked and acted exactly like the ones I could see on
the exercise grounds.
On the day Mathias announced the coming
arrival via jet transport of his son in Progress he invited his
generals to a banquet that would welcome the young coemperor to that
frozen bit of Hades.
“You will bring your daughter, sir,” he told
my father in a private conference.
“I have two sons in Garden City, my lord,”
Father told him. “No daughters.”
“I am the Empire,” Mathias told him. “I see
all, hear all, or so they say I do. You have an unofficial daughter
living here with you, Peter. I think it commendable of you to accept
your responsibilities to her. She will want to see me; I am the
great emperor and so on. I might be quite impressive, to a child of
her age. I am curious to see what sort of little girl lives her
whole life in military stations. Indulge me, my friend. I am
interested in how children develop. But then, most of us are, aren’t
we? We think children will explain to us how we each became what we
are. Bring her to the banquet.”
Helen took an entire morning to bathe me in
Father’s little portable tub and an afternoon to fix my hair into an
extravagant pile of curls, which she said was exactly the same style
as noble women in Garden City wore. (Perhaps the noble women did,
just not in that particular century.) Helen patched together a white
gown for me out of the bits of one of my father’s old garments. Once
she had checked the fit on me, she made me take off the dress, and I
had only my shift to wear till it was time for us to walk to the
great hall.
“Don’t sit!” Helen warned me as I waited in
the smoky house. “You’ll get yourself dirty! The emperor will think
we live like swine.”
“How could the emperor see dirt on my
underclothes?” I asked her. “Is he going to peek up my skirt?”
“What a filthy mouth you have, child!” she
scolded me. “Come here so I may slap you. Do you think the emperor
is a criminal?”
Helen’s threats were hollow. She repeatedly
told me she was going to slap me and never did.
“I spoke before I thought,” I said. “I
apologize.”
Father told me I should say nothing when we
got to the banquet, particularly not to the emperor.
“He has a familiar manner for a great man,”
Father told me as we walked through the muddy grounds toward the
large building. “He may speak to you directly. I don’t know why. He
speaks to a lot of people he shouldn’t. If he does, pretend you are
deaf and dumb. Make guttural sounds and wave your hands a bit.
Remember this, girl: Mathias is going to be named a god someday. You
may not believe in any of that official government nonsense, but
some people do. Bow when he gets near you. Whatever you do, do not
look him straight in the eye.”
“Is it true that when you were a boy people
could just fly from place to place and never have to walk?” I asked
him, for I hated wading through the mud in my white dress and having
to lift up my skirt to keep it clean.
“Some people could,” said Father. “Now about
the emperor . . . ?”
“I will not look him in the eye,” I said. “I
promise.” And perhaps at the moment I said it I truly meant to keep
my word.
Upon entering the emperor’s tall front doors
I saw that his home in Progress was large, but far less than
magnificent. The walls were bare stone, and the rafters were exposed
beams of rough-hewn timber rather than any sort of composite
material one sees inside the monumental buildings of Garden City.
Several of the high windows did not even have shutters on them yet,
for work on the building was not complete and never would be during
our time in the camp. Rather than a central table filled with the
sumptuous food one can find at any dinner in the capital, there were
only rows of wooden benches and wooden chairs on which the diners
were to sit. Some of the more important officers in the front of the
hall had pillows to soften their stay on the hard seats; that was
the highest sort of comfort I could see inside the big house.
Everything looked as though it had been made on the site by military
carpenters, and probably everything had been. Carpenters could also
have made the food we ate. Each guest had some figs, a small loaf of
fresh bread, some apples from Europe, and a glass of whiskey mixed
with water to make a concoction that was so weak Father said he
could have downed a couple dozen tumblers of it and remained sober.
From our bench high on the steps overlooking the main floor, we
could see the emperor and his party at the other side of the room,
yet I did not realize which one was the great Mathias until Father
pointed him out to me.
“He is the one resembling a schoolteacher,”
said Father.
The man he indicated wore a simple wool
cloak fastened by a brass clasp on his shoulder. On the man’s neck
was a metal shell that ran down his spine, for the emperor, like
most important men from earlier times, had mechanical implants that
allowed him to communicate instantly with computers and with other
men in distant locations. His very brain no doubt contained implants
that supported his basic functions and allowed him to live longer
than others. Mathias wore no crown, carried no scepter, had no
emblem of his office other than the large gold rings on his left
hand. Two bodyguards, both with implants similar to the emperor’s,
followed him as he walked to his dining place. I had thought the
emperor would be as tall as his house and would have bigger muscles
than the athletes I would one day see in the Field of Diversions;
this man of fifty-seven years had thinning hair and limped when he
walked because his right leg ached from an old war wound. When
several of his more important guests came to salute him, he stood
erect, allowing me to see him more clearly. I remember I thought he
had the saddest, most weary eyes I had ever beheld.
For our entertainment that evening an actor
in Garden City broadcast to us on a hologram projector stood before
the emperor and recited the poet Damnmus’s description of Elvis’s
heroic actions as told in the sixth book of the Elvisid. We soon
discovered why the ham was not in the cinema making real money. In
front of the learned Mathias the actor got the names of the ancient
cities confused and was saying Los Angeles when meant to say Las
Vegas and Miami when he should have said Memphis. I was twelve and I
could tell he did not know his lines. The generals—except for my
father, who had never read the Elvisid—frowned in recognition of the
man’s mistakes. The emperor maintained a fixed expression of
approval throughout the sorry performance. Mathias thanked the actor
when the dope had ceased ranting and waving his arms in what I
suppose was meant to be a dramatic fashion. The emperor was so kind
he ordered via his implants that the fool be given two thousand
dollars and bade him visit Progress on another occasion, perhaps
during the area’s two weeks of summer. Because Mathias applauded the
sap, everyone present gave the actor an ovation.
“Mathias is a good fellow, a good soldier,
too,” Father told me. “I shouldn’t say he is like a schoolteacher.
He’s nowhere as bad as the chaps I had in school. Every master I had
would beat us to toughen us up. Mathias would never do that. That is
his great fault: he is much too soft.”
“Sir, is that young man near the emperor his
son?” I whispered in Father’s ear.
I was of the age when I had recently began
to look at men and just then felt a peculiar confusion later in my
life I would recognize as desire. When I looked at the tall, blond,
actually beautiful young man seated in Mathias’s group I felt more
confused than I had before in my brief lifetime. Unlike Mathias,
this one stood out from the other men; he had an open, seamless face
that was as bright as a candle flame. He was dressed as a young
noble should be; he wore polished silk and had gold chains around
his neck and waist.
“That is the other emperor,” said Father.
“Luke Anthony.”
“He is very handsome,” I announced, sounding
as naive as only a twelve-year-old can be.
Father laughed at my innocence.
“Don’t look too long at him, little one,” he
told me. “I had a talk with some of the officers accompanying him
from Garden City. They tell me young Luke doesn’t like girls.”
“He likes boys?” I asked.
Helen had explained, in her direct manner,
such matters to me. I did not fully understand; I was only aware
such phenomena existed.
“They say Luke Spacious likes death,” said
Father. “That ugly fat chap next to him is Sao Trentex. He travels
with the young emperor wherever he goes. Luke Anthony has a whole
group of such friends that loiter about him. Some of them are women,
so I suppose I should say Luke likes a certain sort of woman as much
as he likes death.”
“What sort of woman would that be, sir?” I
asked.
“Helen will explain it to you when you are
older,” said Father, and he scowled as he did when anyone close to
him mentioned matters touching upon sex.
“Why do you say he likes death, sir?” I
asked.
“They say he threw a poor cook onto a
barbeque grill just because the wretch made his spareribs too
spicy,” said Father. “He has kept company with those thugs who call
themselves the new gladiators. Some say he has killed unarmed men in
the gladiators’ practice arena merely for the thrill of doing it. He
and Sao Trentex and other friends of theirs have picked up people
right off the streets of Garden City and have done with them what
they would.”
“But he looks nice,” I said, and for the
sake of young Luke’s beautiful face I disbelieved everything Father
had said about him.
I did not note on this occasion that Luke
Anthony did not resemble his father in any manner. Mathias was a
slender, fine-featured man of Mediterranean and Hispanic descent,
while young Luke’s nose and mouth were as large as a German’s. I did
not know until years later that Luke was in fact the natural son of
one of his mother’s numerous lovers and no one knew which one. It is
fortunate Nature made young girls innocent of the world, since I
would not have slept for many nights after the banquet if I had
known the stories Father had heard of Luke Anthony were true, and
only a portion of the horrible complete truth. The handsome face I
was gazing upon belonged to one of the worst monsters ever to burden
the ground with his footsteps. Now when I think of Luke Anthony and
how beautiful he appeared at his father’s welcoming banquet, I think
of the lovely black cat Arab mythology says lives south of the
Sahara Desert; the beast, it is said, is so pleasing in its aspects
and has such a beguiling voice that its prey will come to it
whenever it calls, and so the creature may devour its victims at its
leisure. To my young eyes Luke was lovelier than any beast of nature
or legend. I could not have known that later in his short life he
would prove himself to have a larger appetite than all the prey on
Earth could have satisfied.
One of the emperor’s Guardsmen making his
rounds through the rows of guests stepped to our bench and informed
us Mathias was ready to receive us.
“Remember: say nothing,” Father warned me as
we went to the other end of the hall.
“Even should he speak to me, sir?” I asked.
“We have been over this,” growled Father.
“You are a poor deaf girl.”
We stood in queue for several moments while
other officers passed the emperor’s table and paid their respects to
him. At our turn Mathias addressed my father by name.
“Ah, Peter, health to you,” he said, and
exchanged salutes with Father after Father bowed. “You’ve brought
the little treasure. Let us have a better look.”
The ruler of the northern half of the world
rose from his seat and limped on his bad leg from behind the table
so he might lift my chin. To both his and my surprise, there was a
spark of static electricity when he touched me, as sometimes happens
when people have shuffled across a bare floor, and I jumped a
half-step away from his hand after he made contact. Mathias laughed
at my fright. Contrary to Father’s admonishments, I looked directly
into his eyes that had seemed remarkably sad at a distance. Up close
I could see he was amused about something; whether it was I who made
his eyes smile or if he thought the onus of his position somehow
ridiculous I cannot say. I can say that I was suddenly unafraid of
him.
“Well, Lady,” he said, though I did not
merit the title “Lady.” “Peter, she is very pretty,” he said to my
father in Syntalk. “Much too pretty to be kept a secret.”
“Thank you, my lord,” I said to him in the
same language, which startled my father. He recovered a second later
and glared at me as if to say, “You’ve gone and done it now!”
Mathias, contrary to Father’s fears, was yet
more amused and took my face in both his hands.
“So you are clever as well,” he said in
English. “Beauty and brains in one small body. Did you learn Syntalk
in the East, little one? What is her name?” he asked my father.
“Justa,” muttered Father, speaking as
unenthusiastically as a dying man uttering his last words.
“You have given her a portion of your name,
Peter,” said Mathias. Of me he asked, “Have you read any of the
great books, Justa?”
“Yes, my lord,” I said. “I started at the
beginning of Western civilization and read forward. I have read
Plato, most of Aristotle, Epicurus—”
“Have you now, little one? At your age?”
asked the emperor.
“‘No one can be too early or too late in
seeking the health of the soul,’” I said.
“‘Whoever says that the time for philosophy
has passed or not yet come is like the man who says the hour for
happiness has not yet arrived or has already gone,’” said Mathias,
completing my citation of Epicurus. “Very good, pretty Justa,” he
said, and patted my head as he again stood fully erect. “There are
others here who could not say who the Philosopher of Samos was.” (He
cast his gaze upon his son Luke, who was tossing bits of bread crust
at his friend Sao Trentex.) “You will have to visit us another day,”
he said to me. “Tomorrow, Peter,” he said to my father, “I will be
talking to some young friends. Send her to me. She will enjoy the
experience. We are understood?”
“Yes, my lord,” whispered Father.
The master of everything between the
Caribbean Sea and the northern border of China bent down and said
into my ear, “You won’t have to dress up like this when you next
come to see us. Wear your hair as you like. The natural way is
superior to artifice, Justa.” (He playfully touched the crown of my
absurd coif.) “Bring your tablet and pencils. Bring a laptop, if you
own one that still functions. We have much to learn, both you and I
do.”
The soon to be divine Mathias kissed my
forehead, and Father and I returned to our bench.
“You don’t listen, do you, missy?” Father
snapped at me as we walked away from the imperial presence. “That
isn’t some damned jolly soldier of the line you were talking to!
That was the bloody emperor! The one man in charge of everything.
You stupid, stupid child! Do you know men have been killed for
saying the wrong thing to the emperor?”
“To Mathias, sir?” I asked, for I could not
believe the man we had just spoken to could be that dangerous.
“Maybe Mathias himself wouldn’t kill you.
You can’t tell about those others about him,” said Father. “And when
you talk to him, you speak to a thousand others. The way you run
your mouth, you are bound to say something that will provoke
somebody! Then we will all be executed! You, me, the entire family!
I might as well hang myself tonight! That way my sons in Garden City
will at least get my house; otherwise the emperor’s people will take
everything in the courts. That’s what they do to traitors. See what
you’ve done, you prattling, stupid child!”
I felt such anguish at having caused my
father’s death I began sobbing. Already I could see Father swinging
from the wooden beams of our lowly hut.
“Quit that!” Father commanded me, perhaps
feeling a little guilt of his own for having overreacted to my
conversation with the emperor. “Nothing has happened, yet. In the
future, keep your mouth shut when you’re around Mathias and the
other big shots, and maybe nothing will happen to us. But not
another word to him. Absolutely nothing.”
I dried my eyes and managed to eat a couple
more mouthfuls of the homely food. While I was looking about the
vast room for what must have been the twentieth time I noticed an
odd-looking little man seated two benches from us; his hair and his
beard were like thick black wool, and he had dark, alert eyes that
seemed to miss nothing of the activity around him. Though he ate his
food vigorously—and noisily—his eyes did not glance at his meal but
were kept darting about the rest of the dining room. Seated around
him were thirty or so other dark, wire-haired men, each of them
wearing a bronze cape clasp that was shaped like the stylized face
of the sun.
“That’s Abdul Selin,” said Father after I
had pointed out the dark man to him. “Best damn soldier in the army.
I pity any Chinaman who crosses the path of that nasty little Turk
during this campaign. If all the sons of Ishmael had been akin to
him back in the days of the Islamic Wars, you and I would never have
been born. He’s smart and he’s vicious. Looks like an ape trained to
wear a man’s clothes, doesn’t he? Look sharp; he sees you staring at
him. Smile back, Justa. Like smiling at a cobra, isn’t it? We can
rejoice he is on our side, the bloodthirsty little beast.”
“Who are those other men sitting around
him?” I asked.
“Relatives of his,” said Father. “Selin has
lots and lots of relatives. Keeps a couple hundred of them on his
staff or as his bodyguards. They’re from the same big tribe of Turks
the Empire settled in North Africa a dozen generations back. The
ones Selin can’t stick in the army are back home in Tunis and
Alexandria and Casablanca; they’re magistrates, judges, and whatnot.
You can imagine what kind of justice they dish out down there.”
“What does the sun face mean, sir?” I asked,
regarding the cape clasps.
“That represents a god from way back before
the times of the Christian Bible,” said Father. “In the African and
Middle Eastern provinces they call it Heliosomething. The Selin clan
members are all in the same sun worshiping cult. If you ask me,
their so-called religion just gives them the chance to meet together
in private when they have their secret services. They’re a big gang,
really. A big bunch of tax farmers, smugglers, extortionists, and
crooked lawyers.”
That was the first time I saw Father’s
eventual nemesis. We had no idea then what enmity would one day
exist between Selin and our small family; nonetheless he frightened
me when I first beheld him. Most of the generals at the banquet,
Father included, had done terrible things on behalf of the Empire,
and I did not consider them evil men; they were each a servant of
the emperor and acted without malice and not out of choice. Such was
the morality of the world they were born into. Selin was something
more than the other generals. One look at him and a person knew he
had the energy of a dozen other men compressed within his small
body. He would keep that vigor through the whole of his long life
and would not allow it to be diminished by the thousands of
unspeakable deeds he would do with the same zest he displayed when
he attacked his food at the banquet. Father said that Selin had been
a financial administrator—and perhaps a secret informer in the
emperor’s service—before he became a general, which struck me as a
strange background for a man possessing Selin’s aggressive
personality. One could not imagine him sitting at a computer and
examining sets of numbers while he kept a seemingly passive eye on
the accountants working in the office around him. Mathias the
Glistening, again displaying his propensity for choosing unusual men
to serve him, had promoted Selin from the ranks of drones slaving in
the government’s financial departments into the military hierarchy,
where, as Father told it, the African-born Turk had displayed a fine
talent for killing both the foreign enemies of Pan-Polaria and his
own men.
“The emperor is a—I don’t know what—a la-de-da
deep thinker,” said Father. “Then, for some reason only he knows, he
promotes a wild-eyed killer like Selin and lets him in turn promote
his bunch of money-grubbing cousins. You know why I think Mathias
does it? Because he knows most intellectuals can’t
fight—particularly not the deep thinkers you find back in the
capital. Bear that in mind, my bookworm. Intellectuals and
philosophers are good enough when they’re among themselves at their
silly get-togethers and talk counts as much as money. The trouble
with thinkers is they know so much and take so much time pondering
what they know they get to being doubtful of everything, even of the
certain things every man believes. Now, if men have doubts, they
won’t fight. Mathias knows that Selin doesn’t think a lick about
anything he does; Selin just acts and knocks the pieces into some
sort of shape after the dust has settled. That’s why the emperor
uses men cut from that hairy bugger’s cloth.”
“And men like you, Father,” I would have
said, had I been as bold then as I am now.
In those days I was barely bold enough to
return to the emperor’s hall on the morrow. The soldiers at the door
seemed giants to me when I approached them and gave them my name. I
thought them more astonishing when one of them led me into a smaller
chamber off the main hall in which the emperor was addressing an
eclectic group consisting of young officers, members of his son’s
entourage, and a few generals’ children like myself. Unlike the
elitist scholars in the Empire’s universities, Mathias thought all
learning should be open to everyone, regardless of the scholars’
age, class, sex, or party affiliation. I was embarrassed beyond my
powers to express my emotions when the emperor spoke my name as I
entered the room and pointed to an empty place I was supposed to
sit. More amazing than his casual manner was the extraordinary class
Mathias was conducting for his pupils. Like Epicurus, the ancient
philosopher I had quoted when I met him, Mathias believed a life
worth living was one given to pleasure. He went beyond the
Philosopher of Samos and asserted that the only true pleasure was
found in leading a moral existence. A happy man, said the ruler of
half the world, was necessarily a humble, kind, self-restrained, and
generous man, for that was the sort of man partaking of the greatest
pleasure the world could offer.
“Forgive others,” Mathias said. “Forgive,
forgive, always forgive. Even forgive those who hate you.”
“What about the Chinese across the river, my
lord?” asked one astonished junior officer. “Are we to forgive
them?”
“Especially them,” said the emperor.
“Then, my lord,” said the confused junior
officer, “should we—and I ask this with the greatest respect—should
we . . . fight
them? Seeing as how we forgive them, I mean, my lord?”
“Our duty as citizens of Pan-Polaria demands
we fight the Manchurian rebels,” explained Mathias. “They have made
raids across the Amur and have killed people living under our
protection. We must chasten them or they will cross the river again
and slay more of our citizens. Once we have beaten them and peace is
again restored, we have a second duty, as men, to forgive them and
to lead them to the true path of life. They are men like us, equal
to us in every aspect, except in that they live in the darkness of
ignorance, as all outside the Empire do. In the better days to come,
we will show them the light of understanding, of that you may be
assured.”
If a holy man had spoken those words, I
would have long ago forgotten them. That they were said by the most
powerful man alive, a man who could extinguish the life of any other
human as easily as I might strike at a fly, not only seared them in
my memory, it made me wonder if I were really hearing what my ears
were telling my mind.
Handsome Luke Anthony and his companions
were seated at the front of the room. When Mathias had turned to
address the young officer they had been skylarking among themselves
and making faces while the emperor spoke his solemn words. As
Mathias finished his response to the officer’s question, the young
coemperor coughed into his hand the word “Christer.”
This was a deadly insult in the imperial
court. Mathias’s old tutor Frons had taught him that the Christians
were not good people, as they acted morally to gain heaven rather
than for the sake of being good. Moreover, they, like the Jews and
the Muslims and unlike the new religions, did not recognize the
divine natures of the dead emperors and their Empire. During the
previous summer the emperor had yet again suppressed the Christian
movement by killing five hundred thousand of that antique sect in
Europe and North America. Mathias was not alone in his disdain for
the once-dominant religion that had been forced underground three
generations earlier; Christians (and the Jews and Muslims) had
loyalties that were not connected to the Empire and thus were
suspect citizens. The imperial agents who spied upon the outlaw sect
had spread the rumor that Christians practiced incest between
brothers and sisters, as they called each other by that title even
if they were married to each other. They were outlaws in an Empire
that tolerated nearly everything else. Everyone knew these same
outlaws proclaimed a doctrine of moral living that, except for their
belief in heaven, seemed to be much akin to Mathias’s theory of the
good life. No one was more sensitive of that fact than Mathias
himself. The emperor eyed his impertinent son, and the small room
was completely silent while Mathias the Glistening fought against
his anger. When the emperor’s self-restraint had triumphed over his
wrath, he continued speaking to the class as if nothing unpleasant
had happened.
The great Mathias had written a peculiar
book during the previous year, a tome that was part autobiography
and part a series of high-minded statements on anything that had
crossed his mind. During his gatherings at Progress he would often
read to us a short passage from this book of his, expound upon the
meaning of what he had read, and next allow anyone to ask questions
pertaining to the reading. The words he chose to read to us on my
first day in his group were: “One can live well even in a palace.”
“Why do we say: ‘even in a palace’?” asked
Mathias. “Because the opportunity to do evil is greatest for those
who live there. The stockbroker working on the exchange in Garden
City can do more harm to others than can the janitor who sweeps the
exchange every evening. The sergeant can do worse than the
individual soldier of the line. The ruler, who makes choices that
touch everyone, can do more mischief than anyone. Thus, the higher
our station in life, the more difficult it is for us to be good men
and women.”
Mathias spoke as if he were a detached
observer of the world and not one holding half the world in his
hands. His objectivity made everyone present apprehensive—everyone
other than his son Luke Anthony, I should say. That young man
pretended to yawn as his father spoke, so familiar was he with the
emperor’s discourses. Mathias told the story of his predecessor, the
deified Pius Anthony, the palace dweller Mathias held to be the
example of one who used power wisely. Next he told of the emperor
Marcellus Darko, who he said was the example of one who did not live
well in a palace, one who in fact burned his palace and the city
around it to the ground.
“Forty-eight years ago, the citizens of
Washington, where the capital once was,” narrated Mathias, “believed
that the newly crowned Marcellus Darko would be worthy of the title
emperor, for he was an athletic, handsome youth, and the people,
being shallow thinkers, believed the inner man would mirror the
outward appearance of the young man they saw each evening on their
interactive screens. They did not know that long before he ascended
to the throne Darko had been corrupted by his degenerate companions
and, more significantly, by his indulgent, evil mother, the
disgraceful Angelina. From the beginning of his reign to his last
sad day, when he was murdered in the bedroom of his country estate,
Darko surrendered himself to his baser inclinations; he committed
murder, theft, rape, and every manner of carnal act decency forbids
me to name in mixed company.”
“Plus he was a lousy poet,” chimed in young
Luke.
For the second time in that session the
father turned his eyes upon his wayward son. The officers present
fidgeted in their chairs and wished they were somewhere else. I was
a child and was ignorant of important matters; the officers from
Garden City knew the references to Darko and his mother were
Mathias’s way of speaking of Luke and his corrupt mother Gloriana.
The young coemperor’s companion Sao Trentex giggled at the senior
emperor’s disapproving frown, an indiscretion for which any other
ruler of Pan-Polaria would have removed the fat toad’s head.
“Must you, sir?” asked Mathias of his son.
“Of everyone here, you, young man, need to learn the truth
concerning palaces.”
“Why?” asked Luke. “We never live in one. We
are vagabonds, we in this royal house, O great teacher.” (Sao
Trentex and some of his other young companions snickered at the
son’s grandiose title for his father.) “We move from place to place,
from war to war on the Empire’s frontiers, sleeping by campfires
like savages, eating bread and corn cakes the peasants in India
wouldn’t touch. Constricted by such austerity, we have to be moral,
sir. There are no temptations where we live. Back in Garden City
there are people confronting their desires every day; some days they
abstain from doing as they would, and some days they surrender
themselves to what you, sir, call their baser natures. They do not
pretend to be holy eunuchs, sir. They are not hiding themselves out
here in the wilderness while real life goes on.”
Two members of Luke Anthony’s entourage
shook their heads enthusiastically. They had second thoughts about
their actions when the emperor glared at them.
“Young man,” said Mathias, “you should not
challenge me in front of others.”
“Am I not emperor with you, sir?” asked Luke
Anthony, the pitch in his voice rising as he rose to meet his
father’s challenge.
“You have a title,” said Mathias. “I think,
young man, the world recognizes one of us as superior to the other.
Should we ask some of the soldiers inside and see which one of us
they will obey?”
Luke Anthony would in time show himself to
be a monster, but he was always more a coward than a monster. The
possibility of his father bringing a squadron from the storied Tenth
Division into the room quickly brought the more powerful aspect of
his personality to the forefront. His face turned ashen, and so did
those of his companions, as he and they considered what might happen
to them if the young emperor continued to confront his father.
Luke’s friend and fellow coward Sao Trentex likewise had a change of
heart and decided mocking absolute authority to its face was not the
wisest course of action. The fat fellow whispered something to his
young friend, and Luke Anthony said to his father, “In the spirit of
debate, sir, I was suggesting some alternative possibilities to
your—”
“Young man,” said the emperor, “I know what
you were doing. You and your companions may leave us for the day.”
Luke and his friends scrambled for the exit,
bumping into each other in their rush to reach safety. At the
doorway they turned to bow to Mathias before they disappeared into
the hall outside. A couple of them tried to speak a few words of
apology to the emperor before they left, but Mathias waved them on
their way.
“We are young and foolish, my emperor. This
is the unfortunate inclination our formative years have given us,”
pled Sao Trentex. “You must not think we—”
“You are indeed young and foolish,” said
Mathias. “In time, you will no longer be young. Now, go or the
soldiers come in.”
The members of Luke’s entourage literally
knocked each other aside as they charged out the door.
The emperor held his hand to his forehead
for a moment, much as ordinary people do when they suffer severe
headaches. When he put his hand down, he continued to instruct the
remaining students while he maintained the same detached mood he had
before he had been interrupted. Before the session ended that day he
engaged a young officer in a lively exchange concerning the origins
of private property, and he seemed his normal self again.
“Did you say anything?” Father asked me over
dinner that evening.
“No, the emperor talks enough for everyone,
sir,” I told him.
“Very good,” said Father. “Let him talk.
Like most bigshots, he loves to ramble on. Good. As long as he’s
only talking, nobody can get hurt.”
“Sir, does Mathias get along with his son?”
I asked.
“How would I know?” growled Father. “You are
asking a foolish question. Shows you’re becoming a woman. That’s the
only kind of question women ask. Look, Mathias made that pup of his
coemperor, so he must like the boy in some way. Why would a person
give a gift like that to somebody he doesn’t like? You’ve got to
think about these things, girl.”
“Did the Greeks like the Trojans, sir?” I
asked.
“That’s from a book, isn’t it?” said Father.
“Yes, a really old one.”
“It may surprise you, Miss Genius, but I
happen to recall that comes from a rotten long poem written by that
Homer fellow.”
“That’s right,” I said. “So tell me, sir:
did the Greeks like the Trojans?”
“It’s another foolish question, Justa,” said
Father, and set aside his fork for a moment. “You must practically
be a woman to talk like that. You need to have a talk with Helen.
Anyway, as I recall, the Greeks hated the Trojans. They were
fighting a long bloody war, weren’t they?”
“Then why did they give the Trojans a gift,
sir?” I said.
“Well, they gave them that big horse full of
bloody soldiers, didn’t they? That is the right story, isn’t it?”
asked Father. “This doesn’t have anything to do with that other old
story about the man in the red suit?”
“Yes, it’s the wooden horse story.”
“Then that was not a real gift, was it?”
said Father. “Honestly, Justa. You are bad as the emperor. You think
so deeply you confuse yourself. You see, there are two types of
things in the world: those that are simple and those that seem not
to be. The simple ones are easy to understand, and the other ones
are really simple matters disguised as complicated ones. It’s like
what happens in battle: there are brilliant generals and there are
slow-witted ones; in the end it’s always hit them on the left, hit
them on the right, soften them up with rockets and aerial
bombardment, and finally attack down the middle. You see?”
“Yes, sir,” I said, and ate my chickpeas.
I attended the emperor’s symposiums
throughout that cold first winter in Progress. I said nothing during
class time and grasped what I could. Every day Mathias was more
attentive to me than I could have rightfully hoped. He addressed me
by the pet name “the Most Just” and would speak individually to
younger students such as myself at the end of each session.
“What did you learn today, Most Just?” he
would ask me as I crept toward the door.
“I learned, my lord, that I do not know what
the transmigration of souls is,” I told him one day.
“No one does, Most Just,” he said. “That is
an idea that first appears among the Pythagoreans, although they
probably borrowed it from the Egyptians, and perhaps it was current
in the Indus Valley long before that. Those who believe in it lack
imagination, you see. They can envision no other world other than
this one. Old Pythagoras and his kind believed the soul would return
again and again to this realm in different forms. The Hindus think
something similar even today. They did not know the soul is made to
live a thousand times ten thousand years, but only once will our
souls know this world.”
I comprehended a small fraction of
everything he said, yet he was, I reminded myself every day, the
emperor, and he must know what he was saying.
“You are very wise, my lord,” I said.
“So everyone tells me,” he said. He bent his
head to my ear—so close was he I could see the separate segments of
the flexible metal casing on the back of his neck—and he asked me,
“You would not be flattering me, would you, Most Just?”
“Perhaps I was, my lord,” I said.
“Don’t do it, pretty one,” he told me, and
stood straight once more. “I have a mob of flatterers about me. I
want you to give me honest answers, my dear. The emperor demands
that of you.”
One thing Mathias had in common with his
criminal son was that he too had seen some master actors in the
cinema back in Garden City, and he too could act if he wanted
to—just not as well as his boy could. When Mathias pretended, the
real man always shone through his pretense. On the day I mention
here, he had meant to sound stern with me. I could detect the gentle
smile within the hard man he was pretending to be, for he could not
keep his goodness from shining through.
As much as I loved him, I do confess Mathias
was a man with his faults. I do not refer to the brutal deeds he
did, for his position and the chaotic state of the Empire demanded
he do many horrible things. Nor do I refer to the mistress he kept
in his household after his wife’s death, as lust is a weakness known
to humans in general. When I speak of his faults, I mean that he
enjoyed his wisdom and his own sonorous voice more than a man
should. Worse than that was his love of his own virtue. Mathias had
condemned the Christians for being good in order to please God. I
have since come to think such religious folk are at least wiser than
those who love virtue in order to please themselves, and Mathias,
the finest man of his age, was often too pleased with himself.
On the second day of spring, when the snows
had begun to diminish, the emperor took me aside after one of his
symposiums and gave me a composite hand mirror as a going-away
present. He told me the time for the campaign against the
Manchurians had arrived.
“Look within, Most Just,” he told me as he
handed me the gift. “Make your soul as beautiful as the face you see
in the mirror. One day in the distant future, the face you see here
will disappoint you. Do not despise your looks for being a passing
circumstance. Take pleasure in everything that will not harm you;
enjoy the small diversions of this physical plane, for nature put
those things here to give us intimations of the perfections which
forever lie beyond our reach.”
On the following morning he was gone, as
were my father and the rest of the army. The combat engineers had
built bridges of black carbon filament across the swollen Amur to
allow passage to the southern shore. The troop carriers passed two
abreast across these black sections straddling the brown water and
into the sparse, sandy hills on the opposite bank. Select men in
silvery helmets and body armor carried the banners of the separate
divisions before the ranks of trucks and armored cars while drummers
from the emperor’s marching band marked the even cadence as the
traffic crept across the composite planks of the bridges. Mounted
infantry from Mexico, recruited after mechanical problems had
rendered so many troop carriers unusable, each of them wearing a
long wool coat to shield his body from the cold, crossed in double
lines behind the Pan-Polarian regulars. Siberian auxiliaries
sporting long black beards came after the Mexicans; they shouted to
the jet-streaked skies as they proceeded, and a camp follower told
me the men were calling to their gods to grant them good fortune on
the long trek that lay ahead of them in the hostile
Chinese-controlled lands. Last to make the crossing was the
grinding baggage train—the ammunition carriers and the heavy trucks
with wheels as tall as a man’s head. The entire procession needed a
full day to exit Progress. Helen and I watched their movement during
the daylight hours from the doorway of our stone hovel. While we lay
on our beds at night, we could hear the engines growling on the
undulating bridges during our slumbers. Whenever a truck with an
infected engine ground to a halt, a group of soldiers would put the
machine in neutral gear and shove it out of the army’s path. I
counted twenty-six such stricken vehicles within sight of the
encampment on the first day of the march toward the south.
Father and his servant Medus both went with
the Twentieth Division, leaving Helen and myself in the military
station among the other women and children. Most of the other senior
officers sent their families back to Garden City or to other places
far from the lonely outpost, and in those distant spots the families
awaited word of the expected victories. I was terribly alone that
long summer and fall the soldiers were gone. I rarely had the
company of other children during my youth: my peculiar situation was
far too lowly for me to have friends among the offspring of other
generals; being the daughter of a legion commander I was far too
highborn to associate with the unofficial children dwelling outside
the station walls. At Progress I daily wandered like a sparrow
through the nearly deserted encampment, playing games with imaginary
companions and dreaming of what Father and the emperor were doing
beyond the southern horizon.
Luke Anthony had ridden on a personnel
carrier beside his father into the Manchurian countryside, and had
left his pack of jaded playmates in a cluster of drab buildings near
the central hall Mathias had used. Other children left in the
station made a pastime of running near to the quarters of the young
coemperor’s entourage and shouting the nasty expletives they had
learned by listening to their elders discuss Luke Anthony’s friends.
The scamps would run away if one of the insulted hanger-ons emerged
from a doorway to see what was happening. I stayed away from Luke’s
people from Garden City because Helen had told me there were witches
from the secret cults among the group. I knew my old nurse was
trying to frighten me away from that loud, drunken crowd that
partied late into the night after every sunset. I also knew there
were certain women from East Africa in Luke Anthony’s group who
painted their eyebrows green and wore spangled clothing and
certainly looked to my twelve-year-old eyes to be the hawk-faced
practitioners of the forbidden arts Helen had told me about in her
stories. “Witches eat nosy little girls, you know,” Helen told me. I
did not linger near the strange foreign women to learn if she was
telling the truth. I preferred staying close to the river and the
only living foliage in the region; at least there I could see types
of life I could understand, and observing the sparse stands of trees
and rusting trucks on the other shore somehow made me feel closer to
Father.
Luke Anthony returned to Progress
unexpectedly in the middle of the summer. A small detachment of the
Mexican horseman was his only escort through the wild countryside on
his journey back to us. There had been a scrimmage in the Manchurian
wasteland, and despite his reputation for ferocity and his love of
staged combats, Luke Anthony had disgraced himself by running from
the first enemy gunshots of the campaign. After the Pan-Polaric
troopers had routed the suicidal Chinese assault, Mathias had
disparaged his son as a coward in front of the entire high command.
Report had it that some generals present had laughed at the
humiliating quaking the young man did when he suffered the emperor’s
rage. I thank Providence my father was not so foolish as those
laughing officers. Anyone who mocked Luke Anthony on that day died
soon after he became sole ruler of the Empire.
“I didn’t flee,” Luke had reportedly told
his father. “My carrier’s engine seized up, and I had to get out and
run.”
“Then your carrier was a cowardly machine,
young man,” Mathias was said to have replied. “Take it back to
Progress. I’ll not have such a faint-hearted machine among these
other brave vehicles. When you have found a less nervous transport,
one that will carry you toward danger rather than to the rear, you
may return to us.”
Luke Anthony apparently had a difficult time
finding a better ride in the nearly vacant military camp. He
loitered for months on the safe side of the Amur, hunting day after
day and reveling with his friends during the warm nights. His teams
of beaters daily made wide sweeps through the forest surrounding the
station, sometimes driving game right against the stone walls or
into the river. These drivers and their dogs (they used real ones,
rather than the mechanical hounds that had been popular a few years
earlier) attempted to tighten their large arc into a slowly
constricting circle that would meet at a point where Luke would kill
the trapped animals with his methane and gunpowder-powered rifle.
Pan-Polarian troopers have traditionally left the mastery of such
conventional weapons to foreign auxiliaries while our men carried
laser or particle beam rifles. Luke Anthony had mastered the use of
such ancient weapons while hunting and training with Mexican
peasants in the hills around Garden City. Everyone agreed he was an
expert shot. Those in the station who had seen him mow down the
trapped deer, bear, wild boar, wolves, and tigers say he rarely
missed, though he rode a motorcycle while he fired, and that the
more he killed the more he went into an ecstasy of delight. When he
became lost in the frenzy of the slaughter, the beautiful young man
with the long golden curls would put a titanium sabot through the
heart of some doomed beast and scream, “I am Luke Spacious Anthony!
I am the Empire!” After all the animals in a trapped group had
fallen, he would hop off his motorbike and run into the piles of
dead and find a beast that was still convulsing so he could ask the
dying creature if it appreciated the great honor of dying at the
hands of the emperor of the Northern Hemisphere. Those telling the
story say he waited for a reply and would savage the animal with his
sidearm when the beast presumed to die without giving him one.
Once, on a rare cloudless day, I was walking
along the river near the remains of a disassembled bridge when I
heard the barking dogs and the “clang” of the beaters beating their
flails against their body armor as they moved from the north toward
me. To my horror, I realized the hunting party was not only headed
for the Amur; it was converging directly upon a smattering of small
houses built outside the encampment walls a few rods from where I
was. The underbrush suddenly flickered to life as animals crashed
through the foliage and toward the water. I at once ran onto the
remaining portion of the bridge, the middle section of which had
been removed, and I lay flat inside one of the concrete foundations,
thus hiding myself from the oncoming hunters. I peered over the edge
of the concrete shielding me and beheld the beaters’ circle drawing
tight immediately west of the end of the bridge. Several deer leapt
into the river and swam away before the beaters could get between
them and the water. A frightful uproar took place as various
creatures and two small boys who had been caught in the sweep dashed
into the open, crashing into each other and howling in terror as
they found themselves inside the ring of the beaters’ shields. A
large bear, its front leg wounded by a rifle shot, charged into the
ring and with two swipes of its good forepaw tore open a large dog
and ripped the side of one of the terrified boys, both of whom were
shrieking to the beaters to let them go. Luke Anthony, looking as
dashing as Alexander riding down the Persian army, rode his
motorcycle to the outside of the ring and fired once into the bear’s
chest, killing it instantly. He was as tremendous a marksman as
everyone had claimed. From his mount he fired round after round into
the animal melee before him. Every sabot he sent into the chaos went
straight into a beast’s vital organs; a boar, three stags, a fox,
and a bull from a nearby farm were caught in midflight and fell
lifeless on the ground. Luke Anthony then took a flail from a beater
and chased the two small boys about the ring on his motorcycle,
slapping them with the blunt weapon as he swore aloud.
“You cost me three deer!” he shouted as he
struck them from his mount. “Don’t you know who I am?”
The boys were covered in blood. Their
screams had degenerated to less than human cries of distress and
were more like the squeals of dying cattle inside a charnel house.
The boy the bear had mauled soon could withstand no more and
collapsed in the dirt beneath the wheels of Luke’s cycle. The other
one charged the beaters’ wall, but the heartless men knocked him
back with their flails. Unable to escape the scene, the pathetic
child curled into a ball on the unprotected dirt where Luke Anthony
continued to beat him.
“I am the emperor!” the brave hunter
shouted. “I am the Empire!”
He might have pummeled the two hapless boys
to death but for the actions of his friend Sao Trentex—of whom I
have forever after thought better—for that second young man broke
into the ring of beaters and declared to Luke Anthony that perhaps
Emperor Mathias would learn of this incident if the two children
were killed.
“Are you afraid of him?!” shrieked Luke
Anthony, wild with the strange satisfaction violence gave him and
raising the flail in the air as though he were about to bring it
down on his friend’s pockmarked head.
The boys were fortunate Sao Trentex thought
quickly. The cunning fellow dropped to his knees and clasped his
hands in an exaggerated gesture of supplication.
“Oh, yes, Luke Anthony!” he said in a
semihysterical voice that made young Luke smile. “I fear your father
will come back to Progress and give us another lecture on moral
philosophy! I know you do not fear death, my lord. I quiver for the
both of us when I think we might have to endure another seminar
burdened by his vast piety! Please bear in mind that the rest of us
are mortal, my lord! We cannot endure as much of his sanctimonious
person as you can!”
Luke Anthony laughed, which cued the rest of
his group they should laugh with him. Sao Trentex’s joke had broken
the bloodthirsty mood that had seemed to grip him only seconds
before. Luke gave the flail back to its owner, and having ordered
his men to dress the fallen game he rode toward the great hall. The
moment he was gone, Sao Trentex had some of the bearers carry the
two boys to a physician. He wrapped the most bloodied of the
children in his own long coat, and cleaned the still-unconscious
child’s face with a loose corner of the cloth. “I am terribly sorry,
little one,” I heard him say before the bearers carried the child
toward the encampment walls. The ugly man’s kindness was more
astonishing to me than Luke Anthony’s cruelty had been. No one today
has anything good to say concerning Sao Trentex. History remembers
him as one of the fawning dilettantes about young Luke who abetted
the soon-to-be emperor’s corruption. History and the rest of us
never knew the real man. If he was capable of showing courage and
compassion in defiance of Luke Anthony’s irrational fury, I expect
there were deep mines of virtue within the man he normally kept
hidden lest he offend the unthinking power that throughout his short
life was always just a few steps from his side. If the distance
between him and Luke had been thousands of miles, if Sao Trentex had
been a programmer in Poland or a farmer in North America, he might
have been as good a man as Mathias aspired to be. Fate thought
otherwise. He was doomed never to be far removed from that evil
influence, and being as close as he was he had to be a slave to Luke
Anthony’s whims, as was everyone else near the willful young
emperor. Since history has overlooked the goodness in the man, I
pray some higher power—if any exists—took note of the luckless man’s
act of charity beside the chilly Amur and for that deed his soul is
today in some better place than that of his thoughtless master.
I did not leave my hiding place on the
bridge till everyone in the hunting party had departed. The moment I
could no longer hear the dogs yapping, I sped off the pontoon bridge
and ran home. I told Helen what had happened by the river, and she
tore her hair and threatened to take a rod to me. In the end she
merely kissed my face a few dozen times and thanked her numerous
gods I was well.
“You see!” she said. “This is what happens
when you go near the young emperor!”
“I didn’t,” I said. “I was by the river. He
came near me.”
Helen replied that everything in creation,
or at least half of it, belonged to the emperor, and he could go
anywhere he wanted on his property. The only safe place in the camp
was our house.
“He could squeeze you like a flea,” she
said, and pressed her fingernails together to demonstrate his power.
For once, I nearly obeyed her. I still went
for strolls along the river, but each time I left the encampment I
made certain the coemperor was not out hunting game of either the
four- or two-legged varieties.
The army was gone the entire winter and did
not return to Progress until the rain had changed to snow and back
to rain once more. In the early spring the engineers appeared on the
other shore and filled in the midsections of the bridges so the
soldiers could return to our side of the Amur. The seemingly
undiminished force returned largely on foot and brought in its train
three thousand ragged Manchurian prisoners, most of them old people
and children. There had been no great battles in the sandy hills.
When report of our approaching soldiers had reached the isolated
settlements in that desolate region of the globe, the majority of
the clans who had been raiding southeastern Siberia simply retreated
into China proper, leaving behind nothing of value for our soldiers
to attack; yet somewhere in the field pack of some tired veteran the
army carried home to us the sole important trophy they had won on
the long and uneventful campaign: they brought to us the demon
called the new metal plague. Every household in Progress sealed its
doorway with caulk once the unwanted guest made itself known to us.
People purified the air about them with antibiotic sprays and washed
their metal possessions in soapy water and mild acids to keep the
evil visitor from moving into their machinery. Helen claimed she had
felt the plague in the wet soil of this strange country when we
first arrived there. She believed it had traveled up the roots and
into the trees, and that was why she had seen the unlucky signs in
the wood ashes. She believed this although I explained to her the
plague was clearly human-made.
What we in Progress did not yet know was
that this new curse was not a variation of the human-made virus we
had seen corrode our metal goods during the previous forty years.
That earlier plague had indeed been a virus; that is, it was a
microscopic chain of proteins that excreted an acid capable of
corroding metal surfaces. As nearly as the Empire’s scientists could
discern, some laboratory in southern Africa had created the old
metal virus, which was one of the many designer germs and viruses
that have afflicted humankind during the past 150 years. We in the
Pan-Polarian Empire had contained the old metal virus by
substituting plastics and ceramics for metals when we could, though
metalloids and nonmetals from the upper right-hand corner of the
periodic table make poor conductors of electricity. We had to coat
our metal circuitry in heavy insulation, and even protected
electrical systems had to be decontaminated every three or four
days, which caused interruptions in communications and interfered
with the functions of most computers. What had saved us from the old
metal plague was that since it was a true virus it had mutated
rather quickly and most of the newer varieties it became were no
danger to our metal. Nonetheless, scientists in the Southern
Hemisphere continue to create batches of the original metal virus,
and it has become the primary reason the Empire (and the whole
world) has become poorer and less technologically sophisticated over
time. The new plague the army brought back from Manchuria was not a
virus or even a living organism; it was in fact a nanomachine only
three molecules in size. These tiny machines feed on negative
energy, as is found in electricity, which the machines consume and
convert into positrons. Normally these tiny machines lie dormant in
the soil, feeding on the electrons in sunlight. But when they are in
the vicinity of electricity coursing through metal structures, they
latch onto the circuitry the way mosquitoes do blood veins. When
infected with the new metal plague, machines grind to a halt,
generators shut down, and those who have metal implants in their
bodies wither away as if stricken by the plagues of the Middle Ages.
That spring in Progress any neighbor with an
electronic implant might in the morning be as healthy as a goat, by
noon become as sluggish as someone walking in his sleep, and by
evening be dead and as stiff as a carbon beam. When we first saw
people die from it, we did not realize the new plague could not
strike all humans, and we thought we too were in peril. Helen made
me and her husband Medus wear amulets she claimed had been blessed
at a temple of healing somewhere in Europe. Medus was as
superstitious as his wife, and I was terrified by the bodies I every
day saw being carried away for burial in the handcarts, so we did as
she wanted. My father threw away the amulet she gave him. He vowed
he would slay any plague demon that came for him with a flame
thrower. He slept with such a weapon at his bedside, ready to strike
at any virus daring to venture through our front doorway. Given our
ignorance of the new affliction, we thought either the amulets or
Father’s threats must have worked, for when the deaths in the
encampment waned and in a few weeks ceased altogether, everyone in
our household remained well. Our good emperor Mathias Anthony was
less fortunate.
Mathias fell ill soon after his return. For
five days he lay on his bed in the great hall, fighting the
affliction with all the remaining strength he had in the natural
portions of his body. When his physicians told him he would become
progressively weaker in spite of the decontamination work they had
performed on him, he refused food and drink and prepared himself for
an honorable death. On the sixth day of his ordeal he summoned
groups of his generals and former students into his room to say
good-bye to them.
“Why are you weeping?” he asked his
lieutenants. “You should be worrying about the plague and what it
may yet do to you. Each of us is condemned to die on the day of our
birth. My time is now. Take care yours does not come soon hereafter.
I suspect this is something the Chinese have created. It has long
been obvious that technology will be eventually used to destroy
itself. I should have written a book upon the subject. But take
heart: our civilization is more than electric lights and thinking
machines. Learning, language, the arts, our medicine, our laws, our
courage—these and much more will endure, and they will sustain our
Empire in the long night to come.”
I was included among the students he called
to his bedside. I waited in the deserted banquet hall for two hours
while sobbing men entered and left his room. When it was my time,
two enormous soldiers dressed in armor they had to move themselves,
as it was no longer self-propelling, escorted me to his chamber. He
was lying against the wall in his small cot, looking much paler and
thinner than when I had seen him last. Like everyone else—including
the tall soldiers—I wept when I beheld his wan, yellow face.
“Shhh, Justa,” he said in his weak voice.
“This is the fate of mortal things. Do not grieve over what is fated
to happen.”
I wanted to be brave for him. Instead I
cried the more when I heard how frail he sounded.
“I should be the one weeping,” he said. “I
will not live to see you blossom into a beautiful woman. Don’t come
too close, little one. We don’t understand how infectious this thing
is. I have another farewell gift for you. Over there.”
He pointed to a small table holding a
jewelry box filled with golden combs I could wear in my long hair.
On the box’s casing was depicted the Judgment of Paris, showing
Aphrodite, the goddess of beauty, accepting the golden apple. I
imagine the present was the emperor’s kind comment upon my
appearance.
“Think of this old friend when you put on
the combs,” he said. “Most Just, you really must control yourself.”
We had been in Progress for nearly two
years. I had turned fourteen in the meantime and was practically
grown by the standards of the day. I was nonetheless weak in that
terrible moment when I should have been as emotionless as a statue
and insisted on weeping before the wasting emperor when he needed me
to be strong.
“What will you do when you are older, Justa?”
he asked me.
“I will . . . serve
the Empire . . . however
I can, my lord,” I sputtered through my tears.
Mathias turned his face to the wall. My
answer had not pleased him.
“You have been told I do not want to hear
that sort of rubbish,” he said.
“I would say anything that would be pleasing
to you, my lord,” I told him.
He turned back to me and motioned me to take
another step closer to his bed.
“Then say what is in your heart and not what
you think I want to hear,” he said. “An emperor hears many words
intended to please him. That is our chief duty: hearing such words.
People saying them do not necessarily know what I want to hear. I
would have been more pleased, Most Just, if you had said you wanted
to lead a good and simple life, the sort of life that would belong
to you and your family. You should marry a farmer, little one. They
are honest people. Some of them are, anyway. Be a good wife and a
good mother to a family of honest farmers. That would please me. I
would have liked to have been a farmer myself.”
The import of what he was saying was lost on
me in my sorrow. Nor could I stop weeping for him.
“If you had not been our emperor,” I said,
“then, my lord, historians in ages hence would write that Pan-Polaria
was deprived of her noblest, most valiant—”
“Stop that, Justa,” he told me. “Leave us
for a moment, friends,” he said to the soldiers. When he and I were
alone in the chamber he said to me in a whisper that carried plainly
to me ears, “Child, historians ages hence will write the same
nonsense they have always written. They will most likely say I was a
good ruler, that I saved the Empire from several invasions and did
not completely destroy the economy. They will add I made my one
great error when I made Luke Spacious my successor. Don’t be
shocked, Justa. I know better than anyone what sort of man Luke is,
and I have imagination enough to guess what evil he will do after I
am gone and there is no one to restrain him. His mother raised him
to be exactly the sort of . . . the
sort of thing he is. She and the crowd of sycophants she put about
him did a thorough job. I could not improve upon her work. Know
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